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the truth is
01.25.05 (11:23 am)   [edit]

its just me. and i cant make anyone else the source of my happiness. ill stop begging. ill just be myself. and ill just fulfill myself.

 
this seems about right
01.23.05 (7:30 am)   [edit]




You Are 28 Years Old



28





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



 
and so
01.21.05 (10:16 am)   [edit]
i wish that you didnt have to love. i wish you could only adore people platonically and enjoy their company and their friendship and care for them and be there for them without loving them. and that way you wouldnt get hurt. and everyone would be happy. and you wouldnt have to cry anymore.
 
boston tomorrow!
01.15.05 (8:29 pm)   [edit]
and so tomorrow i go back to school. i think its going to be a really good semester. sorry to everyone i didnt get to see. i was real busy with my dad here and everything. ill get to see you all when i come back for spring break or summer.

and i just wanna say that jeff buckley is awesome. i think that grace is one of the best albums ever in the history of the world.

"It's never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over, all my riches for her smiles when i slept so soft against her
It's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It's never over, she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever"

man. if a guy said that about me id cry. and then be his forever.

please excuse my lameness. sometimes i just have to vent it. :D


 
survey!
01.11.05 (10:37 pm)   [edit]
LAST PERSON WHO

Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: brian i think
Spent the night at your house: my cousin candy jo!
You went to the movies with: my parents
You went to the mall with: my parents and my sister Yelled at you: my mom for leaving all the clothes on top of the dryer, haha
Sent you an e-mail: nathan
Said they were going to kill you: probably my sister
Said "I love you" and meant it? mom and dad 

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to New York? yes
Been to Florida? waaaaaaay too much florida
Hawaii? no
Mexico? yes
Danced naked? ummmmm no
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? yes!
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yes :(
Wish you were the opposite sex? no! boys are stupid!!
Had an imaginary friend? no

THIS OR THAT

Red or blue? red
Spring or fall? fall
Santa or Rudolph? santa
Math or English? english
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? try to sleep
What was the last food you ate? spinach artichoke dip Are you bored? yes!!
How many buddies are on? 20
Last movie you saw? breakfast at tiffany's
Last noise you heard? my sister snoring
Do you have a crush on someone? :)
Do they know? yes!!
What's his/her name? not telling!! :wink:

What do you think of ouija boards? ive never formed an opinion on them
What book are you reading now? "the inner voice" by renee fleming
What's on your mouse pad? elvis
Favorite magazine? the classical singer!
Worst feeling in the world? having your heart broken
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? where is food
Future daughter's name? mary
Future son's name? jacob
Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate!
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes, i sleep with cat and bear
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? the met's star soprano
Are you a lefty, rightly or ambidextrous? righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? no way Your Hair Color: dark brownish blackish blah
Eye Color: brown
Height Currently: 5'2 1/2"
Weight Currently: 135
Glasses/contacts: both
Current Age: 19 and a half!
Location: my sisters room. shhhhhhh! she doesnt know im using her computer at 3 in the morning
College Plans: NEC!! and then maybe juilliard or yale for grad school. or maybe NEC, who knows?
Any Piercings: ears and nose
What Type Automobile You Drive: haha, i dont exactly have my drivers license yet......
Are You Timely Or Always Late: im always late
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: i was deeply in love with taylor hanson for many years of my adolescence.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yes, haha
Are You Lonely Right Now? nope!
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yeah, cause i know ill be way busy with singing
Do You Want To Get Married: definitely
Do You Want Kids: at least 2. i think it would cool to have like 4 or 5 though.

FAVORITE ..

Room In house: my room
Type of music: everything!
Song: my current favorite song is "lover you should have come over" by jeff buckley
Memory: going to all the hanson concerts when i was younger! haha who am i kidding. i went to one this past summer :)
Day Of The Week: friday
Color: red and black and lately green too
perfume or cologne: the arabian perfume my daddy brought home for me
Flower: rose

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:

Cried: nope
Bought Something: no, but ive made my parents buy plenty, haha
Gotten Sick: nope
Sang: thats like asking if ive breathed in the past 48 hours
Said I Love You: yes
Met Someone New: nope
Moved On: hmmmmm. i dont think i ever move on. Talked To Someone: yes
Had A Serious Talk: no
Missed Someone: yes, very much
Hugged Someone: yes
Kissed Someone: no
Fought With Your Parents: nope
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: haha no Had a lot of sleep: Yes
 
im bored
01.10.05 (12:54 pm)   [edit]
so heres a picture of james levine.


 
haha
01.06.05 (6:34 pm)   [edit]
they put this picture of me in the newspaper when i was valedictorian. i look so scared.

 
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