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new boston pics
03.11.05 (12:28 pm)   [edit]
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dad and me at the symphony t stop

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aaron's hookah

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emily and me at aaron's

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brian vivek and rudy before they took a nice walk in 5 degree weather

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kyle and jeff being kyle and jeff

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viv's birthday. we think he looks like an ugly little girl in this picture

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mikey taking a nap with my animals

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my new hair!

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elden and the indians

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sometimes brian is too cute for anyones good

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and finally, me standing in front of my new apartment on st. stephen street! i get it on april 1st 8)

 
pictures from winter break
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my dad and me at chilis

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my baby!

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nick and me at the pier on new years eve

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the cake i made for my mom's birthday, haha. it was the first cake i ever made on my own....but im better at it now i swear!

 
the truth is
01.25.05 (11:23 am)   [edit]

its just me. and i cant make anyone else the source of my happiness. ill stop begging. ill just be myself. and ill just fulfill myself.

 
this seems about right
01.23.05 (7:30 am)   [edit]




You Are 28 Years Old



28





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



 
and so
01.21.05 (10:16 am)   [edit]
i wish that you didnt have to love. i wish you could only adore people platonically and enjoy their company and their friendship and care for them and be there for them without loving them. and that way you wouldnt get hurt. and everyone would be happy. and you wouldnt have to cry anymore.
 
boston tomorrow!
01.15.05 (8:29 pm)   [edit]
and so tomorrow i go back to school. i think its going to be a really good semester. sorry to everyone i didnt get to see. i was real busy with my dad here and everything. ill get to see you all when i come back for spring break or summer.

and i just wanna say that jeff buckley is awesome. i think that grace is one of the best albums ever in the history of the world.

"It's never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over, all my riches for her smiles when i slept so soft against her
It's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It's never over, she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever"

man. if a guy said that about me id cry. and then be his forever.

please excuse my lameness. sometimes i just have to vent it. :D


 
survey!
01.11.05 (10:37 pm)   [edit]
LAST PERSON WHO

Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: brian i think
Spent the night at your house: my cousin candy jo!
You went to the movies with: my parents
You went to the mall with: my parents and my sister Yelled at you: my mom for leaving all the clothes on top of the dryer, haha
Sent you an e-mail: nathan
Said they were going to kill you: probably my sister
Said "I love you" and meant it? mom and dad 

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to New York? yes
Been to Florida? waaaaaaay too much florida
Hawaii? no
Mexico? yes
Danced naked? ummmmm no
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? yes!
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yes :(
Wish you were the opposite sex? no! boys are stupid!!
Had an imaginary friend? no

THIS OR THAT

Red or blue? red
Spring or fall? fall
Santa or Rudolph? santa
Math or English? english
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? try to sleep
What was the last food you ate? spinach artichoke dip Are you bored? yes!!
How many buddies are on? 20
Last movie you saw? breakfast at tiffany's
Last noise you heard? my sister snoring
Do you have a crush on someone? :)
Do they know? yes!!
What's his/her name? not telling!! :wink:

What do you think of ouija boards? ive never formed an opinion on them
What book are you reading now? "the inner voice" by renee fleming
What's on your mouse pad? elvis
Favorite magazine? the classical singer!
Worst feeling in the world? having your heart broken
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? where is food
Future daughter's name? mary
Future son's name? jacob
Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate!
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes, i sleep with cat and bear
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? the met's star soprano
Are you a lefty, rightly or ambidextrous? righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? no way Your Hair Color: dark brownish blackish blah
Eye Color: brown
Height Currently: 5'2 1/2"
Weight Currently: 135
Glasses/contacts: both
Current Age: 19 and a half!
Location: my sisters room. shhhhhhh! she doesnt know im using her computer at 3 in the morning
College Plans: NEC!! and then maybe juilliard or yale for grad school. or maybe NEC, who knows?
Any Piercings: ears and nose
What Type Automobile You Drive: haha, i dont exactly have my drivers license yet......
Are You Timely Or Always Late: im always late
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: i was deeply in love with taylor hanson for many years of my adolescence.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yes, haha
Are You Lonely Right Now? nope!
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yeah, cause i know ill be way busy with singing
Do You Want To Get Married: definitely
Do You Want Kids: at least 2. i think it would cool to have like 4 or 5 though.

FAVORITE ..

Room In house: my room
Type of music: everything!
Song: my current favorite song is "lover you should have come over" by jeff buckley
Memory: going to all the hanson concerts when i was younger! haha who am i kidding. i went to one this past summer :)
Day Of The Week: friday
Color: red and black and lately green too
perfume or cologne: the arabian perfume my daddy brought home for me
Flower: rose

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:

Cried: nope
Bought Something: no, but ive made my parents buy plenty, haha
Gotten Sick: nope
Sang: thats like asking if ive breathed in the past 48 hours
Said I Love You: yes
Met Someone New: nope
Moved On: hmmmmm. i dont think i ever move on. Talked To Someone: yes
Had A Serious Talk: no
Missed Someone: yes, very much
Hugged Someone: yes
Kissed Someone: no
Fought With Your Parents: nope
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: haha no Had a lot of sleep: Yes
 
im bored
01.10.05 (12:54 pm)   [edit]
so heres a picture of james levine.


 
haha
01.06.05 (6:34 pm)   [edit]
they put this picture of me in the newspaper when i was valedictorian. i look so scared.

 
some more camera phone pics
12.29.04 (1:39 pm)   [edit]

because i miss boston.


because clearly i like pissing off my cats and then taking pictures of it.




because im such a geek that i sit around and model for myself.
 
hellooooo from florida
12.29.04 (8:13 am)   [edit]
so break is going nicely :) my family is insane, but we are having an awesome time being together (its been awhile....) im really excited that the three of them are taking me back to boston so daddy can see my school and where i live.

so i got a camera phone for christmas! that means i can take useless pictures ALL DAY LONG. i LOVE taking useless pictures. dont worry, they will all end up here for everyone to see 8)

love to all my NEC homies! i miss you guys so so much!! (especially you, brian :wink: )


in closing here is the first installment of the camera phone pictures:





werd.
 
even more pictures!
11.23.04 (6:44 pm)   [edit]

$50 worth of ramen!


oh god!


toooooo much ramen!


me rachel and maggie


j.p. licks. the best oatmeal frozen yogurt ever.

here are a few from the insane "everybody play an instrument thats not yours or one that doesnt even exist" jam.


vivek playing a nasty jazz euphonium.


THE ELECTRIC VALVE TROMBOON!!


uh oh.


shit is getting intense.


i think i might be tripping out.


wtf


the album cover


oh yeah, i played some trombone that day too :o)


a random walking down the street picture.

and finally.....

election night 2004!! hey, we tried....
 
new and old pics
11.18.04 (11:05 am)   [edit]

nick came to see me!


here we are at harvard. it was snowing!


here we are at MIT nerding it up.


a trash can in cambridge, haha. it said something funny but you cant read it.


me and mags at quincy market.


me and chris getting into trouble (as usual) during our shift at spaulding library.


brian and vivek being fruity (as usual).


floor 4 shenanigans!


making good use of our time here at NEC.


me and brian


a sleeping indian....always ready to attack!


now for some old school pics....



who could that be?! its IVAN!! at my apartment in tampa this summer.


me and jenn-bo


me and troy






 
my cords again!
11.08.04 (12:58 pm)   [edit]
got this new pic of my cords on friday and they are healthy! just gotta kick this reflux thing.....and the allergies......and the constant illness in this damned russian climate.......

 
HALLOWEEN (sort of.....)
10.30.04 (5:02 pm)   [edit]
these are from last night before we went partying.




the goth kids (me included, naturally)



donald gayin' it up and vivek dressed as a woman. merely because he makes a more beautiful woman than any of the rest of us.



luke. pretty self explanatory, hehe.



nate dressed as a berklee kid, lol. we are such elitist sons of bitches.



nice random shot from the bus.
 
my vocal cords
10.30.04 (11:05 am)   [edit]
i had a camera shoved up my nose and down my throat to produce this lovely picture of the good old cords. the good news is they're healthy! the bad news is my acid reflux......

 
uh......
09.23.04 (10:15 am)   [edit]
how im paying off my college tuition

 
my swanky room
09.13.04 (8:20 pm)   [edit]



 
new pics!
09.12.04 (8:59 pm)   [edit]
me and brian richard, doing a creepy child molester face and wearing his gay trombone shirt.



sitting on each others laps while waiting for the T.



we are so hot.
 
floor 4 shenanigans
09.06.04 (10:16 pm)   [edit]
school hasnt started yet hahahahaha. its funny. we spend our days fucking around and watching family guy. but floor 4 rules and im still loving it here 8)

check out these NEC hotties.......




 
i LOVE boston!
09.02.04 (9:03 am)   [edit]
ive only been here since friday, but it feels like its been weeks. ive settled in very comfortably. i already have a group of friends :) there are some really cool, interesting people here. i love my roommate. and i fit right in at this school. everything just feels right :D even better than i had expected.

i know in time, (when classes start, haha) things will get harder, but really, im so much more at peace than i was last year. i feel more like myself. as i said, the summer was so great for me. i kinda reconnected with myself, and now im comfortably sliding into this amazing life. i feel so much better 8)

and frickin boston is incredible! i look out my window at night and see the prudential center all lit up. i walk down to newbury comics with my friends to goof off and buy cds. i cross the street and get to see the boston symphony orchestra play mahler 5. and theres indian fast food in the mall 8) that just blew my mind, haha.

so im loving it here! and i can never seem to quit smiling :)
 
3 reasons why i love the olympics
08.24.04 (8:56 pm)   [edit]
1)
alexandre despatie of canada.

2)
fabien lefevre of france.

3)
marian dragulescu of romania.


god bless the olympics. when else do you get to see the worlds hottest hotties broadcasted on several different television stations all day for 2 whole weeks? these are the finest pieces of man ive ever seen. looking at despatie's ass in that speedo made my entire night.
 
lol
08.16.04 (11:16 pm)   [edit]
at the risk of sounding like a bitch, i think its hysterical that years later people still gossip about you and that you find out things that so and so told so and so about you when you personally dont care and/or dedicate your time to the goings on of said people. haha. anyone whos ever been to high school im sure can appreciate this idea.
 
sigh
08.15.04 (11:29 pm)   [edit]
today i just want to post a beautiful picture of my love that i found online




 
thanks, florida, for being so lame YET AGAIN
08.14.04 (8:27 pm)   [edit]
so, in preparation for the hurricane, we evacuated to orlando.

'nuff said.

boy was it wicked scary. 110 mph winds. nothing like in ft myers though.....still, i could feel the inner walls vibrating and i watched a large piece of my cousins fence fly away in the wind. thank god we didnt get hit by any tornadoes, because they were just blocks away from us. ive never seen anything like it before.

so, essentially, we unnecessarily put ourselves into the path of destruction. i even took my poor cat. still i believe it was the right decision, cause if that storm had hit tampa dead on at 145 mph, which it very well could have, we would have been PROFOUNDLY fucked. we were able to wait it out in orlando, but we would have been in great danger in our neighborhood. im convinced we wouldnt have had a house the next day :( i feel so bad for all the people that did lose their homes. there are thousands.

im exhausted. i havent slept much in the past week or so.

but i had fun tonight singing karaoke with some other former pcca kids. good times. good times.



 
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